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HELLO PEOPLE.
I'M BACK AT BLOGGING !!! something personal this time !
thought about something thus wanted to blog about it.
I shall not say any lies or anything.
jus purely what I know about a few cases.
My stand is clearly stated here. I'm not trying to side anyone but this is what I think it is from my point of view (: don't think that I'm trying to let everyone know about this case.
only some might understand WHO I'M TALKING ABOUT.
CASE 1 : you crying all the time resulting in me being irritated.
Don't you think its frustrating to see you crying all the time in the past ? like out of the blue you are sobbing =.= i know he has left you but keep crying is not the way. you should long accept it since you don't really appreciate him from most of your actions that we see. I want to tell you that. CRYING ALL THE TIME MAKES PEOPLE THINK YOU ARE SUFFERING FROM 'ASS' .Thats my point of view. don't pretend like you are OMG HE LEFT ME .I'M SAD LIKE MY MOM PASS AWAY. sorry if i am too frank. this is what i really think.
CASE 2 : you 'steading' with someone.
HELLO ! don't use the someone as your shield please. If you really treat that someone as your REAL good friend. don't bother to use that someone. it's honestly BAD for you. In this case, i also feel so intrigued. using the someone to make OTHERS jealous is not a good way to solve problems. This case resulted in... I don't feel like facing you and the someone. Thus I'm not really talking to you two.
CASE 3 : you backstabbing others.
MISS/MISTER. you are trying to be funny right ? IT IS NOT FUNNY AT ALL. you know how it feels to know that YOUR SO-CALLED BEST FRIEND has betrayed you or rather backstabbed? you are like the WOW everyone trusts you alot. we tell you our secrets, sharing with you things.YET, you treat us like that. Maybe its not me but some other close friends of yours. I don't understand why you would want to backstab Fuhairah. Does it makes you happy to see your close friend in sorrow? In her face you tell her that she should be this this this and in another face. you tell someone else that she should NOT be this this this. WHAT IS THIS CALLED ? HYPOCRITE ? like what you said. EVERYONE IS A HYPOCRITE. let me correct you. NOT EVERYONE is a hypocrite. A friend in need is a friend indeed. Hypocrites are not humans. They are monsters. You will never know when is their true self. OR maybe you will NEVER get to see their true self. I know you are not this kind of person. I refused to believe in the start. However, as time passes you have slowly changed into a monster. Now, i'm afraid of the changed you. I can never know when is the real you and almost everything you do makes me irritated. If i do hurt you, forgive me. This is what you did to Fuhairah. Do you think your acting blur is very effective ? giving a huge HUH is a good way of acting blur ? sometimes in class you are already showing the way how you act innocent. TELL ME. trufully, who doesn't know what is masterbate. this miss doesn't know what is this. slowly as i think back. Things are getting more and more clear and the answers slowly surfaces. Maybe you didn't know about all these. NOW i'm telling you. no matter how hard you try to cover your true face, it will slowly surface in the things you do. Let me tell you. You can deceive the world world you can deceive me BUT you CANNOT deceive yourself. You have really hurt numerous people. Stop tormenting others and you. REFLECTIONS MIGHT BE NEEDED .
CASE 4 : you have slacken in your attitude towards things.
It gets on my nerves that you are slacking in many ways.For example, happy toilet project. From my point of view. when we really had too much things to do... you started crying like for unknown reasons ? seeking all the attention needed for the toilet. AND LASTLY. you just have to sit there and CRY . TA TA ! you get your dumb CIP TIME. what about those who REALLY did put in their efforts? how do YOU think they feel ? when our toilet got vandelised, tell me how did you feel ? Do you feel the pain and a waste of your efforts ? i can tell you the answer. N-O. Why ? BECAUSE YOU WERE SO BUSY CRYING THAT YOU DIDN'T DO ANYTHING. thus you don't feel the pain. I can see that. YOU KNOW WHY ? because i DO feel the pain. seeing most of our efforts wasted. ok. now badminton. sometimes I really hate your attitude towards badminton. During tournament, oh great you lost your voice. fine~ don't cheer then. After that you were crying AGAIN =.= when we asked for 3 cheers. you refused to join us giving the reason that maybe you are ill or after crying no mood w/e crap. During badminton training, you came.put down your bag, left. wow? best training in the world. when training ended. you came back. took your bag and left. WOW. This shows your attitude. So many things Fuhairah has been helping you. YET you blame her for everything , telling everyone she this she that. and of course everyone will think you are the miss nice lady and she is the miss not-nice lady. We say all these are not to revoke you or make you hurt. Imagine the amount of people you have hurt. Those that love you, treats you as the best friend or good friend. YOU have hurt them. i have second thoughts about going close to you. WONDERING WHY ? BECAUSE... I'm afraid that you might backstab me. WHO would want to get backstabbed. especially when the person is your close friend. imagine the hurt in us.
THINK THROUGH and answer TO YOUR HEART. I cannot find the courage to talk to you face to face.
