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all of a sudden.
i get sooo moody~
i'm blogging so late at night
BECAUSE I CANNOT SLEEP .
reflections ?
gosh. read to much blogs.
and i still got the mood to joke.
i'm really going crazy already.
i never believe that one can cry when they are bathing.
finally today.
i experienced it.
the tears jus dripped along with the water.
crazy retarded.
so many things going thru my mind.
the most vivid.
my baobei.
i miss you alot baobei.
i remember the times you bathed in the sink.
how i bathed you and how you almost drowned.
all those memories you had with me.
its already a year la~
why i cannot let go.
its because you mean too much to me.
i really dun wanna harp on the same topic.
but. I JUS CAN'T HELP IT LA ~
forgive me pls.
dardar:
sorry for making a scene.
i know i'm abit sot.
i dun understand why too.
hot-tempered today.
i really dun wan you to leave me.
even though you say wun already.
i dun wan you to leave me like how baobei did.
not the way you die la.
but.
i'm afraid that you will leave.
thats why i went crazy.
thats why i get so emotional.
thats why i can't understand.
oh. dead.
i am really going crazy already.
THANKS LIYI KORKOR FOR BEING THERE FOR ME ALWAYS (:
YUELONG KORKOR
i never forget you okays.
THANK YOU TOO :D
today woke up like 1pm ?
arranged meetings.
den meet fuhairah ben vincent to go mac.
after a while yiwei and banbee came.
we were slacking at there like from 4 to 7.
lol~
even though my mouth says dun care them la.
but you know.
i do cherish friendships.
i hate breaking friendships.
is it that jus one small thing.
this friendships should be broken ?
then maybe. its not strong enough.
i tried saying sorry.
maybe it didn't help.
i do appreciate your hardwork .
cleaning the place up.
I DO.
all you see is i didn't.
and yes. push all the blame here.
DO YOU SEE WHEN I REALLY HELPED ?
do you see when i lose my sleep because you didn't reply ?
DID YOU SEE ?
all you people see is.
she took our noodles.
and brought people back.
make a mess den left.
is that all ?
i'm tired already.
this year issn't good for me.
so many broken friendships.
i had enough.
i dun wanna break anymore.
pls end this.
long post yeah ?
i'm really going crazy
and i dunno wad i talking .
or rather typing.
sorry if i offend you all. wo hao xiang ni. can i mend the friendships back ? i wonder how.
