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only YOU will have stomach cramp.only YOU will have moodswings and headache .only YOU have the right to be angry. only ME in the wrong . i've nothing to say .. do ue know.. now muchh ue have hurt me by saying this.. alright its my fault. ii am selfcentre-ed. i'm sorry for making ue think like this.. its my fault for everything that happens.. if yesterday ii was to ton at ur house.. non of these will happen.. T.T EXAM PERIOD AND II AM FACING THIS ... WAD WORSE CAN IT GO.. tears jus kiip dripping . how ii wish ii can get in hospital . jus die there or sth . it added on with my mum saying we are useless .. why would she care for us so much . WTH . things jus get worser and worser . wadd more can it worsen ? walking out on the streets and a car comes crashing ? or standing at the bus stop and a bus crashes into ue ? I'M SRY . i AM REALLY SORRY FOR WHAT I DID . perhaps loving ue in the first place is wrong .. you won't understand. how much i love you. until time passes. Only then you will regret. The mellow in your heart. when you are down. Please come look for me . I will be standing here. The tears in my eyes. My tears. your injured heart and soul. Cleanse it away totally. ii really dun wanna end it this way . hopefully its ok. ii promise i'll change for the better. i'm sorry.
ue...
jus didn't know how muchh ue have hurt me by saying those to me ..
perhaps it is jus that we are not suited.
its all my fault..
getting angry for no pract reasons..
does this have to happen to me whenn ii am at the lowest point of my life ?
being ill is already enough..
dreaming about stupid japanese invasion adds on..
now.
ue ask for cooling down time .
it practically hit me once more..
ii know its my fault for doing stupid stuff..
its my fault for getting angry with ue ..
its my fault for scolding ue .
its my fault for loving ue .
everything is my fault .
u have been a stead who always give way andd let me have my way ..
u said..
