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Friday, August 31, 2007
10:56 PM

today went to sch ferr teachers' day celebration..
early morning wake up .
remembered that ii promisedd EUNICE ai xin breakfast de.
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so woke up le faster go fry an egg ;x
sry yeahh . not enoughh time cook nicer de .
so jus fry egg with bread xD .
school time enjoyedd .
saw sotong .
he ALMOST FORGOT ABOUT miie cann .. T.T
sadd larr . ii kip calling him . he never care dao ;x
after school .
took bus with zhi xiong serena and ting .
TING came to my house .
waited till 4 + ferr HUI-ster to come .
den later meet laopo and willy go together TO ECP .
SOMETHING MADE MIIE DAMN PISSED lar .
TING say will go to ECP find miie after she go home change .
ii dun believe cos she ALWAYS ps miie .
so ii took her phone she took my wallet .
cat fight at the bus stop ;x
she board the bus le .
ii knew later she CFM will not find miie .
willy says .
her face wrote : BU HUI LAI . this 3 words .
see ...
even willy knows that .
went to arcade saw RED .
played affrona ii thinkk .
dunno who to spell lar . standard .
denn ii ALMOST got full COMBO .
denn second last one ii got a good.
WTF .
lost my combo .
oh my tians .
den went to the beach to draw .
and wow. LOW TIDE so nice to draw things .
shall post the pics later .
went to grandma house .
COOKIES made by my cousin AMANDA + BENJAMIN + AUNTY
were DAMN DELICIOUS .
WOWS. ;x sweet nuts withh chocolate chips xDD
NOTE : ii have sweet tooth ;x
headed home .
left chest pains and WAD SO EVER .
ii think ii have serious health problems .


do ii look that naive ?
do ii look like a fool ?
am ii stupid to trust people ?
ii feel that ii am a total failure and a retarded too .
ii really hate being PS-ed .
can't people jux understand the feelings ?

TING LAOPO ;
do euu know how ii felt ?
WHY people have laopo .
ii have laopo . WHY IS IT DIFFERENT ?
others remember the date ..
EUU ?!
NO ...
ii treasure euu but euu are like that .
wadd cann ii do .
ALWAYS being ps-ed by euu .
WERE euu PS-ed by miie ?
only when euu ask miie pon sch ii wun .
the others . euu ask miie go .
DID II GO ?!
ii did ok ...
HOW ABOUT EUU ?
ii dun wan to help euu lie anymore .
ii am sick and tired of this nonsense already .
how would euu like iif ii PS euu ?
WOULD EUU LIKE THAT ?
ii always trust euu . ii am damn naive and stupid .
ii HAD ENOUGH .


ii hate myself ferr being naive ; easily trusting people ; my stupidity ; retardedness ; usless ; failure .
am ii treasured ?
ii hate this feeling of being neglected.
ii hate myself .
all the damn troubles .
my dad wants to move out .
or not he will chase my brother out .
T . T
ii had enoughh ..


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