ks:
ii guess.u shoulld know that evenn thoughh ii outside like forgiive u le.
but ii still cannot standd the sight.
sorriie.
ii didn't forgiive u all completely.
actualliie is u all forgiive miie horhhs.
but actually forgive or not.
the outcome is the same already...
ii guess.
it is useless to holdd on to somethingg ii will hate.
not saying ii hate u larhhs.
but for wadd u have done to miie.
ii REALLY hate u alot.
in the sense that.
nvmm...wwadd is gone is gone.
once brokenn cannot be placedd backk.
a glass ball brokenn.cannot neverr be replacedd or heal.
once injuredd.will neverr be as good as the past.
once hurt.foreverr hurt...
ii will neverr forget those memoriies.

yl:
no matterr wadd ii say.
u wun hearr.
so ii have jus givenn up.
andd for ur info.
ii STILL hate seyen.
BE GLAD.ii dun call her something u dun like.
ii have changedd ii know.
NO ONE has YET to know my true colourrs.
cos miie myself doesn't know.
everything aroundd miie hass changedd.
ii will neverr be the innocent sec1 girll like the past.
neverr.
ii guess.
no matterr how happiie ii act.
ii can't hide it.
sorriie.
but ii jus cannot stannd the sight.
since u all have chosenn herr.
ITS ALRIGHT.
ii am a strong girll.
things wun change muchh.


NO ONE UNDERSTANDS MIIE.)':
ii really wanna cry out...
ii shall let the tears dripp very silently.
not letting anyone aroundd miie know and get hurtt...
no one knows miie.
my true self.
ii wishh to go back to youngg...
about fuhairahh and yiwei.
GIRLS.
please dun fight...
wadd u dun like jus say ehhs?
wadd u two are doiing.
are hurtiing miie.
ii really dun wanna see this friendship breakk...
why is that ii cannot holdd all my friendships togetherr.
DOES THE PROBLEM LIES IN MIIE?
sobb.
ii dun dare to cry in front of otherrs.
shall jus cry in a cornerr.
where no one knows.
ii shouldd jus disappearr...
life is miserable...
ii wishh everythingg couldd turnn out good.(:
SMILE and LIVE PAST IT.


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