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ehhs.
suddenly feel like blogging.
suddenly feel like saying out my feelings.
for the past few months.
ii wasn't realliie myself yet.
still can't really accept the fact that things have changedd.
iit might be without u thats why ii am so hot tempered now.
ii reallii miss those days withh u.
but wadd cann ii do lehhs?
nothing.
my friends keep telliing miie to forget about it.
WANG LE TA BA.
but ii can't.
so troubledd by things.
thats might also explain my hot temperr?
hahas.
HAISHX.
EXAMS ARE COMING SO PUHLEASE BUCK UP.
ii jus cannot stand my class.
wait till one FINE DAY.
ii SPROUT out all the FOUL LANGUAGES IN ONE fcukiing sentence.
oh great.
u made miie cry.
but only a tear.
ii really have to find someone ii can talk to.
although ii have found him.
ii have lost him.
there is this song called wang bu liao by shi wen bin.
so manii songs describes miie mann.
ii really hope to findd a shouldderr ii cann cry one safety and not think about the worriies.
ii know ii can't do it to mannii of my friends.
ii cannot evenn cry in front of u guys.
in the past.
ii couldd jus cry anytime.
in the present.
ii jus cannot cry it out.
even with the person ii trust most.
ii have doubts for EVERYONE.
ii am no longer a naive little kidd.
ii dun believe in manii things u guys say.
all the crap all the rubbishh.
ii HATE THIS.
ii realliie dun wanna lose my lovedd one.
TELL MIIE HAVE U EVER LOVED AND LOST SOMEBODY.
oh please...
ii realliie regretedd ALOT ALOT.
ever since the day u left.
ii thought ii wun have anymore feelings.
however ii was SO WRONG.
after 2 months.ii still have feelings.
ii thinkk the lyrics should be.
now ii finally realised it was forever that ii LOST.
GOSH.
why can ii cry now.
my heartt is blackish redd.
the wounds are healing very very slowly at a snail's pace.
ii cannot stop thinkking about u.
OH WOW.
something triggeredd it more.
shedding tears ain't part of my life now.
ii am leaving.
so long.
good bye.
[xXTORMENTEDSOULSUCKSXx]
