Tuesday, December 12, 2006
8:05 PM
weet.harllows.iiammbackk to BLOGGIIE.hahas.yesterdayy was jus plaiin tiredd.today woke upp at 8plus to meet laogong thenn go lann de.but thenn ii wake up le like cannot get out of the bedd.thenn sleepp agaiin.jus too tiredd?too tiredd to even get out of bedd to meet laogong.thenn 9 plus laogong sms miie larhh.say ehh ii overslept jus woke up.thenn ii tell him ii sleepiing.go meet him at katonng..he say u sleep laterr meet qh dunn come findd miie.thenn ii jus orhh lorhh.hahas.jus simply too tiredd.goiing workk. training. haiishhx.slept till 11plus.supposedd to meet at 12 larhhx.hahas.woke up by qh call.she say willy at her house le.thenn ii go prepare lo.wash face brushh teethh.packk bag.thenn laterr meet them we go take bus 30.alight-edd.wait-edd.ii jus sit there like dunno wadd lo.listenn to walkmann.thenn like everythinng also cannot hearr.sinnce ii wakke up to wait for laogong.ii was jus like a zombiie larhhx.not talking not actiive lo.jus plaiin stariing.day-dreamiing?dunno.laogong come le.ii jus neverr talkk to himm.wadds wrongg?haiishhx.problematic childd ii amm.ARGH! HEADDACHHE!HURTSS!!!PAIIN!!.shouldd ii jus BANG my headd on a wall andd endd my life?why....laterr on bus le.we still not talkiing lo.sads.on the bus to sentosa he likee siian siiann. so ok larhhx.next tiime dunnchh askk hiim go?but ii wannt him go peii miie lehhx.haiishhx.wadd to do?thenn he saw hiis friiennd on the way there.we took blue line to siloso beachh lo.actualliie is SUPPOSED TO BE a fun day larhhx.but.nvm.somethings cannot force de.perhapps he will be happiie with otherrs?too badd lo.haiishhx.life iis sure hardd.we went to the beachh.laogong jus sit there.didnn't wanna join us.he saiid he goiing out laterr.neberr bring clothes.so he dun want wet.so ok larhh.let him siit there lo.haiishhx.wadd cann ii do but jus give him his way?jus playedd in the waterr lo.wantedd to drownn myselff.the waterr is so niice.so clear.how niice wunn't it be iif ii jus drownn there?jus.haiishhx.thenn laterr we go the bridge.scary larhhx.floatiing.we go there play.NiCE larhh.the water the sand so clear so fine.how niice wouldd it be iif he jus join miie?the sandd is so soft.u stepp inn annd there aree BUBBLES.how niice?soft fine.jus like heavenn.but.one thing is that.it sure looks dangerous lo.the sandd very soft u step iin annd like will sinkk.thenn like quickksandd lo.SCARY.the waterr there NO WAVE de.NOTHING.thenn ii see qh withh willy.cannot do annythiing but envy?so ii left themm there in the deep waterrs to enjoy eachh other companniie.well.ii jus sat at the endd of the waterr.where the shore iis.sat there and playedd sannd.funn?ii jus like the finne sannd.soon ii STARTEDD THROWIING SAND.hahas.the wet fine sand looks like SH!T lo.hahas.ii go throw at WILLY.hahas.HE THROW my face lo.!!not faiir riight?ii throw his backk there.thenn soon we went to the bridge that cann sit there and wun block others.andd wahh.laogong decidedd to JOIN us.jus sit there and put the legs in waterr.well.ok.laterr we wentt to washh upp cos qh injuredd leg.BECOS SOMETHING stung her.wahh! scary lo.iit bleed.well ii also got stung but is on the finger.and no blood.afterr ii bathedd.hair let downn le.well got improvement?laogong like closerr to miie?holld hand?hahas.got fringe.siianns all same length de.lols.EUNICE ii DID layerr.QH and WQ and be WITNESSES.someMORE is LAYER until ALOT that kindd.ok backk to topiic.laterr go takke bus.ii saw someone LIKE angiie.so ii tell qh thenn she call her name.AND SHE TURNED!so she is angiie larhhx.(:thenn angiie askk iif the guy is qh steadd arhh.thenn ii say u askk her larhh.LOLS.thenn whenn we got off.willy saw hiis friennd.or ii shouldd say his friend saw him.so qiiao.morning laogong see his friendd.thenn we see angie.thenn willy see his friendd.LOLSthe WORLD is REAL small.LOLSate dinner.took bus 30e thenn switchh cos cannot.WALAO.30e fare is $2.01 LORHX.Ex!!DUN TAKE EXPRESS.SAME!thenn on bus ii sleep on laogong shouldderr.qh sleep on willy lap.jus hug laogong lo.wanna sleep.seriously miss hiim de larhhx.but hiis moods like dunno wadd.so nvm lo.ii am tiiredd.good niights.maybe tomoro ii got workk.LOLS.hahas. laogong.no matterr wadd iis ur attitude.no matterr wadd happenns. ii will still love you.<3>
MEI ii <3>
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