Monday, October 16, 2006
10:58 PM
jus wad is going on with me and my friends...WAD IS REALLY GOING ON!!!I DUN UNDERSTAND!!!sobsobsob... :'(they all dun care me lerhh ii guess...HAIS!iif not for owner and laogong...ii thiink...ii will hurt myself...HAIS!wads the point?all leave me...AM ii BAD?!ii KNOW u GUYS got NEW friends...or rather OLD friends...then GO BACK to THEM...DUN come to ME...U know WAD u guys ARE doiing REALLY HURTS me...U guys MAY not KNOW...SO ii AM trying TO tell U!SOBSOBSOB :'(NO ONE REALLY UNDERSTAND ME!HOW II FEEL!!WAD II THINKK!!WADS THE PROBLEM?!?!GOT NEW/OLD friends THEN forget ME??ii feel like ending my life NOW!so that ii DUN have too face thiis PAINFUL friendships...I cannot HANDLE THIS!it is TOO HURTING...ii really dun wanna carry on like this...SORRY BUT ii can tell u...ii will really BREAKdown..DUN blame me iif II got spilt personallity...DUN EVER BLAME ME!COS THIS IS WAD U GUYS RESULTED IN...I AM SORRY TO SAY THIS!!IF U GUYS ARE MY TRUE FRIENDS...PLS DUN LEAVE ME TO DIE...ii...cannot ...STAND...this...FCUKING...THING...ANYMORE!!!U EITHER LEAVE OR STAY?THERE IS NO TWO OPTIONS!DO U KNOW HOW MUCH U GUYS HAVE HURT ME?!?![xiiaoSLAYER` #24]