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will u guys ever know how i felt??
i feel so miserable...
so sad...
but who will ever know??
as i am typing i am crying ...sob sob
do u guys ever care about me...??
u guys never ever care...
do u know who horrible ii feel??
how much tears i dripped...??
no one knows...not even my closest friend...nor my darling...
haiix...sob sob...
how many tears drops lerhhx??
u guys thiink ii am happy everyday...
u ever know my feelings??
although i seemed so happy but ii dunno wads wrong wif me...
ii jus can't stop crying...
ii realised that ii wasn't as important to others as i thought i was...
today even though ii comforted my friend...she didn't care about me though...
u know how hurt ii felt??
i tried to help however u people scold me...
who will know my feelings??
althought ii talked to david...i felt much better when he said that ii was his best cool kind of friend...ii was his GOOD friend...
ii then realised that no one ever saiid that to me...not even my closest friend...
how can iit be...david said that...i helped people is for the sake of helping and not that ii helped and wanted things or wadd....
when ii called wilson...
ii felt very sad because he saiid that myy darliing went running in the rain to find him...
do u ever know that ii was sad??
she never did that to me before lorhhx...
in 3 years of our friendship...
when can ii stop crying??
the tears jus keep rolling down my cheeks...
NO ONE EVER KNOWS HOW I FEEL..=(
even at home although ii wanted to cry , ii was afraid to let my family see my tears...ii was afraid of my brothers calling me crybaby...and my parents worrying about me...
no one knows wad ii am going through...perhaps only david understands barhhx...
how can i ever make u guys understand??=(
ii was afraid of lots of things...afraid my friends would leave me one day...
afraid that ii would have no friends at all in one day...
afraid that ii will lose everything in one day...
who can ii talk to??
ii am feeling so sad...
miserable inside but happy cheerful outside...
u guys seen the happy side of me but no one EVER seen my sad side...
ii am so sorry to offend u or so...
but ii thiink u guys dun even care about me...
well no one cares about me...w/e
ii am only a human...
only a 14 year old girl...
ii think thats all ii can continue on...
xiiaoSLAYER here...=(
ii am going to school wiif swollen eyes tomoro ii guess...
